the quiet observer (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} somafiend) wrote,@ 2005-10-05 00:06:00 |
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random inspiration.
i need to read more.
i need to find a good book.
and a new CD.
and listen...and write... and read...and learn.
and go to more band competitions. because i love them. because they make me feel right in the world. all these things do. they are things that put passion back in my life. they are the things that make me feel fulfilled. and i haven't been doing them. i get so caught up in the rat race... and the easy comforts of a few beers after work and mundane channel-flipping.... and the same goddamn songs on my media player. and i don't branch out. and this i can do now. see i don't have to read... because I have to anymore... no more studying. no more school books. yeah i read articles...but that's not reading for pleasure. and i definitely have time to do so now. fuck it... i'm buying a book tomorrow. kick my ass if you hear of me doing anything else. i feel better already.
i need to read more.
i need to find a good book.
and a new CD.
and listen...and write... and read...and learn.
and go to more band competitions. because i love them. because they make me feel right in the world. all these things do. they are things that put passion back in my life. they are the things that make me feel fulfilled. and i haven't been doing them. i get so caught up in the rat race... and the easy comforts of a few beers after work and mundane channel-flipping.... and the same goddamn songs on my media player. and i don't branch out. and this i can do now. see i don't have to read... because I have to anymore... no more studying. no more school books. yeah i read articles...but that's not reading for pleasure. and i definitely have time to do so now. fuck it... i'm buying a book tomorrow. kick my ass if you hear of me doing anything else. i feel better already.
